Its Tuesday, but my work "Monday".. What a weekend

So I'm going to try to embrace being nicer and softer and more kind.  Why?  Because somewhere along the line where I began down this path the past year in search of more happiness, I've left J in the dust.  It's not that I don't care about him or don't love him and I think I'm finally seeing it now, even though he's told me a couple of times he's lonely.  I always balked at him even saying those words because it seemed ludicris.. How can you possibly feel alone and neglected when I'm right there?!  I guess somewhere along the line he started feeling neglected.  I didn't set out to make him feel like a pile of shit, but I think I get it now.. I see his eyes well up and it breaks my heart.  When did I turn into this psycho monster that doesn't show her hubby that I love him more than life itself.  I think we've reached a point where we're almost too comfortable with one another, we lack communication because we assume or think we know what the other is going on about and we've just taken eachother for granted.  I know I can admit to those things, whether he can or agrees or disagrees, that's his opinion.  But I honestly don't believe that I'm this awful, uncaring person that doesn't care about him anymore.  I want him to look at me with that light in his eye that he had when I first met him.. I want to see that smile or laugh..... *sigh*  I'm so exhausted today.. Needless to say the past couple of days were a bit hard and stressful. 

Nevertheless, here are some pictures of my weekend. :)

xo

TGIF! Again! lol



My new *Big Buddha* bag..
Love it..
hard to tell from the colour but
it's an olive colour



 

LMAO!



And there are some shots of some yoga poses I've been doing for the Month of October for this Instagram picture thing.  I think it's fun :)

Just got back from the gym and I feel great.  A great way to start off the weekend and a long weekend at that.  It's Canadian Thanksgiving this weekend.  I think we're going over to my mom's at some point, Sunday or Monday I'm sure.  Mom's back from her trip and we're back home as well, which means the boys are snoozing like mad trying to regain all the energy that they spent at Nana's house for the week... They're all CLEAN.. I gave them a bath last night and they're nice and white again.

I was going to go to a yoga/meditation class tonight at 5:40 with Danielle but I just feel like going home and not rushing out.  I just feel like taking easy, so I think I'll do just that.  I'm hitting up the 9 am class tomorrow morning anyways so.... And perhaps on Sunday or Monday I'll go and do a spin class to work off the extra calories I'll be consuming this weekend.  :)

I'll be back throughout the weekend.  Until then.... <3>