Out of the blue and into the black
You pay for this, they give you that
Once you're gone, you can't come back....
When you're out of the blue
And into the black.

...

It's better to burn out than to fade away....

Having a glue morning.  Woke up to Mr. Grouchy Pants.  Turns out I didn't cuddle with him enough last night, let alone the past 30 days and if I can't handle the truth then don't ask.  Excuse me?  Who shit on your cornflakes?  Oh and my bad, I guess I haven't touched you in 30 days.  Mhhmmm, right.  Just because he woke up this morning and I had Baxter laying in the pit of my arm.  Excuse me for babying him a little bit because I don't want one of us to smoke him or end up nudging him in bed and causing his back to bleed from the stitches.  Honestly man, don't talk to me like that.  I friggin LOATHE starting out a day like that, it's like it sets the tone for the day.  ARGH  Thanks.

Tonight I have one of my counselling appointments, which is appropriate and fitting given the morning.  I don't even feel like going but I know it'll be good for me.

Speaking of Baxter above, he had surgery on Monday afternoon and we picked him up just before 7 after we had a quick dinner with my mom.  Poor little guy has about 5 or 6 stitches and he started bleeding again because he got all excited when he saw us.  So I've put a tshirt on him so that he doesn't get curious and try to crank his neck, that or his curious and doting brother, Charlie doesn't get at it.  He's been uber sucky ever since, which is really cute since he really likes his space even though he is an affectionate and sweet dog.  I just don't think he knows what to do with himself at the moment.

Long weekend is coming up which is awesome.  Jeff and I plan on doing some diving, likely both Saturday and Sunday.  Have no idea where but we'll figure it out I guess.

I know Jeff doesn't read this but I want to say this:

Sometimes I don't know where you come up with some of the shit that comes out of your mouth but if you haven't noticed, my world revolves around you - you're my best friend in the entire world, I have fun with you, you make me laugh, smile, blush.  You are simply my everything and I do not know where I'd be without you today or where I'd be without you at all......I love you more than there are words and you make me so incredibly happy.  These past 9.5 years have been a dream and I've truly enjoyed every last bit of it.  I just don't like when you're in a mood like today.  Blah, you suck.

Alright, end rant.

I think that's all I'll post for now.  If I don't post before, Have a great weekend blogworld.

xox

Poor little Baxter was supposed to have his surgery this morning but they called and cancelled this morning so the poor little bugger has been parched since last night at 8 pm.  On the hottest day of the summer, no less.  Poor boy was up a lot last night just barking because he wanted water :(  So it's been rescheduled to Monday morning, which means we get to do a do-over of this on Sunday night.  I was planning on taking the boys to my mom's Sunday night as is because I wanted her to supervise them while I'm at work, ya know, with Baxter having a few stitches in his back and all and Charlie being the lovely doting brother that he is would likely help him out, since Baxter can't reach it.

Yesterday's temperatures were bloody ridiculous - I think with the humidex it was almost 50 Celsius!  As soon as you went outside, you were hit with this wall of heat, it felt like you were in a convection oven.  Needless to say, I'm not going to bitch even though that is uber hot, I'm just going to remind myself of yesterday on a day in the winter where it's -30 with the windchill. 

Greg came by for a visit last night, nothing too exciting.  This weekend I don't expect to do too too much, probably just take it easy because of the heat.  I have some cleaning I have to get done.  Next weekend is the long weekend, Jeff and I are going to try to go diving for at least 1 to 2 days then, not sure where, but obviously somewhere close to us. 

Came into work this morning at dawn and will be leaving a bit earlier to head home too.  Can't wait to get home and relax for 48 hours straight! WOO.  Don't know what to do for dinner, stuffed squash or buy something out....Hmmm. Decisions.

Anyways, that's all for now. Ciao :)

I need to write more consistently on this bad boy, sometimes I just don't have a flippin clue what to write other than what's going on with my day and what I've got planned, which is no fun whatsoever writing down a list of your schedule.

This past weekend we picked Jay up from the airport, coming back from Florida where he had been for 2 weeks with his parents and 3 kids.  Flight was delayed and by the time we ended up back at home after dropping him off, it was after 11pm.

Sunday afternoon we headed over to my mom's place for a bbq!  My uncle and his wife were there, my cousin Lisa, her boyfriend and their three kids, one of her kids' gf's, Jeff and I, Mom, Brian and about 7 dogs, 5 of which were all outside playing and begging for food.  It was such a mother f'n hot day but it was a good day nonetheless, we had a good time and the dogs were just tanked from expending all that energy and the heat.

Last night we had to go over to Mom's to the rescue to see wtf was going on with her internet connection/modem. Turns out it was on the fritz and died so another one was ordered last night.  Thank goodness for Jeff and his knacker for knowing everything.  I ended up sitting on the couch in the living room with Mom and the dogs while he was up underneath a desk with Brian breathing down his neck.  LOL.  Mom got me this awesome wedge sandals, a dress and a jacket to go with it, it's gorgeous! And they fit perfectly, everything!  I'll wear that tomorrow, I didn't want to wear that today given that I need to shave my legs. lol I know, TMI.

Tonight I hope to either go for a bike ride/rollerblade or go swimming and then after that, take the kids for a walk around the block.  That's all :)

Noah's 6th Birthday party is this weekend, we're helping Marcello and Shelly set up Friday night and then it's from 1 to 8 on Saturday, which we'll go to for a bit.  We're planning on buying the kid a small tent with a camp chair wrapped in a huge bow.  :)